I Killed Love

i killed love.

because it controlled me.

i killed love. 

because it hurt me before.

i killed love.

because it is not forever.

i killed love.

because i have to survive.

i killed love.

because i am a loyal love giver.

i killed love.

because i'd rather safe by being loved.

i killed love.

because i have no choice.

i killed love.

because it was only me who believe it exists.

i killed love.

because i might fall again.

i'll stop killing love.

til i find love.